I will take a wild guess and say your name is John.I think its a great idea,and brave of you,to come on here.But dont be shy,let us know exactly how you felt.I dont think you'll get beat up.We here are all trying to get our spouces back,and any type of info,will help us.Even us guys should be able to get somthing out of it. John,you may not realize it,but you have a wonderful WIFE.Consider yourself lucky to have a woman,that wants you back,and loves you that much.Treat her right,you may not be so lucky next time.So dont let there be a next time.
Peace
Thrive/dont just survive
Think good thoughts
Hug your kids
peace