5/23/06- journaling again

Two facts about my sitch that I find interesting. Perhaps I shouldn't find them interesing though.

First, I previously posted that I left my copy of DB with my S. She initially told me that it didn't pertain to us and I assured her that it did and asked her to keep it with her and to please read it at her leisure, no pressure, no asking about it. She has not offered it back to me again. Of course, I have no idea if she is leafing through it, reading it, or it's just collecting dust. I just know she is in possession of it and has the option to give it back. I sometimes want to ask for it back, but I refrain. I'd rather buy a different copy than take away the chance that she MIGHT crack it open. Again I am, probably wrongly, taking this as a positive sign.

Second, I still have not been served even though my W told me that she sent back the paperwork to our mediator weeks ago. I called our mediators office and confirmed that, yes, I do in fact need to be served in the process. Again, there I go again thinking this is a positive baby step (sign), when in fact, it may very well be nothing at all like, most things we have gone through during this process.

Anyway, I need to keep diligently working on my PMA. Pray with me. Please pray for me.


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