I AM keeping up the good fight. I BELIEVE that it is way too early to give up. We're only in Round 1 of this match. It appears that my W wishes I would give up b/c, as she says, she doesn't want me to get hurt. I have told her that I am already heartbroken, so please don't worry about me being hurt further. I am PRO-marriage. I also know that, right now, this is how she wishes our M to be. No blame, no guilt. It is what is, and I am where I am. I heard a great sermon on CD this weekend. The message was, "Where ever I go, There I am." The sub-message was, "I am {insert a positive attribute or an affirming thought; NOTHING negative}.
I truly desire to make our M survive and thrive. I desire to keep our nuclear family intact. I know that I am not in this alone. Thank you for pointing that out to me Amy. THAT's what keeps me puttin' one foot in front of the other every day.
BTW Amy, I read all of the verses that you previously posted for me. Thank you for being my spiritual guide. I need that; especially now.
