Also, I am hoping that my NOT mentioning that I see her engaging a beau is helpful. I saw her last week and today with the same gentleman. I don't blame the guys she is dating. I am certain she is telling them I am awful and she is single. Plus, it's not THEIR responsibility to make her work on her marriage, it's hers. I have been pleasantly surprised at my restraint and composure during this difficult, trying time.
I only hope that with prayers for myself, my W, and our family that all will work out so that our family will be reunited and rebuilt, better, stronger and more loving. This road I travel is tough. But so am I.
