HH, I have been following along your sitch, trying to follow the advice you are getting. I saw yor new thread. I havent posted because I don't have much advice to give, just needing it, like you. Remember your not alone. We share the same battle, have the same goal, to get our S back. Keep the faith, try and be positive. I know some days it is near impossible, can't eat, sleep, think about anything else. Other days seems like normal, before bomb. I pray that we both survive this.