Thank you again, Amy. I WILL re-read my thread to keep me focused on what is most important: raising 2 beautiful, happy, healthy and whole children despite the tough circumstances that I created. Makes me so sad. Sad, but determined, to do all I can to make it right.
We will make it fine together though. We are just in the beginning stages of a long, dark tunnel. I know that tunnel opens up to beautiful daylight and things will be fine when we emerge. Things will be different, but fine, nonetheless.
Also, I will make sure I am happy, healthy and whole because that is what I and my children deserve. Go, fight, win!!