Quote: your best strategy is to take the time necessary to get back your self esteem.
I am working on re-building my self-esteem every day, but my self esteem is in the toilet with regards to my M. BTW, I do need to "GROW A PAIR!"
Quote: ...but I am starting to think you did indeed HAVE a pair which she promptly put in a mason jar and set atop the mantle the day you were married!
Were you watching my M? LOL. This did happen, but I allowed it.
Quote: YOU screwed up. You're sorry. But she's overboard. HOW DARE SHE THINK that is license for her to treat you like less than the dirt beneath her feet!
You are absolutely right, she is not the judge, the jury, the executioner and she sure is not my God so I do need to stop seeking redemption in her eyes, but in regards to my M, she is all of the above. Plus, I certainly don't feel like I am on level ground. Gettin' there, tho.
No, her anger has not subsided in almost 3 months. She has only become more angry and vindictive. Yes, I do feel she is being a brat at this point, but as I said before, she has told me she wanted a D numerous times in our M previously. It appears I have given her just what she needed to make it all so, so she won't feel guilty because I betrayed HER.
Quote: LRT. GAL. ...and don't you dare run everytime she whistles. Okay?!
I will use the LRT and GAL plus, no I won't run should she ever whistle. Thank you.
Thank you. 
