Believe me, I know this is a really fresh wound for my W. I also know that I created this wound. Despite my efforts to remain patient and calm, I do find impatience creeping into my head and heart and causing me grief and uncertainty.
When I am settled and in my right mind, I am well aware that my decision to have an A is ALL my fault. I also am able to keep in mind that I owe my wife 5 things: 1. patience 2. love 3. kindness 4. honesty 5. respect
Also, I do know that working on me and fighting to rebuild my marriage and preserve my family are the MOST important aspects of my life. I need to quit listening to those who care about me because most of them are not PRO-marriage. I AM!
