Quote: Actually yesterday i was feeling some things and my W knew it,but as she was walking in the door i was just finishing up your reply and i went to her and gave her a huge hug and kiss.
That makes ME feel good.
Quote: Im insane!!!
Yes, somewhat. Seriously, are you seeing a IC? If not, you should do so RIGHT NOW. You have individual issues that are contaminating your new relationship. Sure, they are carryovers from the old relationship, but they are, in my opinion, no longer relationship issues as much as YOURS alone.
Does your W play a PART in all that, yep, but to a lesser extent than I think YOU think she does. I really think you will make it through this fine. I think you NEED to get help, and when you do, you'll start to get back on track again.
I think this IS normal, and so don't beat yourself up over it. It's a normal reaction to finally being able to let yourself feel again and the fear that comes with that.
