Why is it I am unable to get over the fact of this "coldness" that I sense or see? I thought for sure I was able to just dismiss it and be above it all.
How is it that one can desire so much to repair and make things better and one can be so far from it and not care?
Why does the distance from my wife intrigue and spark desire in me but yet it furthers her (or my perception) need to continue lack of contact?
Why is it I am unable to be celibate for the 2-3 weeks I personally committed to during her busy time of the year?
Just a big ole heaping of "pity pie" here I guess, but by golly I would love a little attention from my wife.
F4W (Signaling the waitress to bring the whole damn pie over!)
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
