hey guys. things are getting worse. check the posting on this forum the thread is 'keeping ronnie a float' but just to tell you...h is going to file. that is what he told his cousin last night. i am not capable of getting through this. you all want me to be strong but i can't. i miss him so that the pain is killing me. i know i am foolish...sick...(after 3 times in 33 years he has had ow) and can not understand why this is happening (no, i do...he is unhappy with our marriage...he is clear about that and he wants a new life) and might never understand. all i want is a year and a chance but he says to his cousin that h and ow must be careful and not take risks that would hinder anything (meaning adultry for him and no visitation rights for her...remember she left her h and kids...but she is legally separated so she can date...he can't)...i just want time. he says he has tried and we have had time....and he wants out. i can't win at this one...
