Creeping is definetely the right choice of words. But it's moving although it's so slow it's hard to detect.
Positives: When I go to kiss her she consistently kisses back on the lips with her lips relaxed. This used to be an on again off again thing. She would turn her head half the time. Now if I reach for her she comes to me with a kiss.
We spend a great deal of quality time together.
Her opinion on M in general seems to have shifted towards the positive. She used to be very "women's lib" women don't need men kinda attitude. I was actually getting worried she would decide to switch her sexuality.
She touches me endearingly and occassionally calls me honey when we are at social events.
I call her honey most of the time now and she responds well to it.
Last night she was planning on staying up the hill because the event she was at was near there but she changed her mind and came back.
Aaaah that helped, I should write down positives more often.
Despite all this it is still frustrating as hell. I woke up last night and heard her trying to get comfortable on the couch. Invited her over and got turned down of course. I didn't react well, it made me mad. Didn't show it of course but the frustration gets to me occassionally. Perhaps even more now when everything else seems positive.
Today I realized I need to get on the 180 bandwagon again and the GAL. I'm going to help film a show at the local cable access channel tonight. That'll get me out. I'm thinking about starting to wear cologne and maybe getting a little bit vain in my personal hygene area. That would be a good 180 I think. Any suggestions on a good cologne since I never wear it.
Think I'll start lifting weights too. Been jogging consistently and I like that.
