Wow what a trip. More experiences than I could have imagined including one terrible one, Montezuma's revenge, yuck. Sickest I've ever felt.
Got back late last night. W and I sat up and talked until 2am. Went to lunch and talked most of today also.
I'm in a better place. The anxieties I had are gone and I'm feeling good.
Ready for a new phase.
W now seems very committed. Having a great day together today. She still slept on the couch last night but it doesn't bother me. Somehow I know this is where I need to be to move forward.
I have goals but am not obsessing over them anymore. A completely new mentality has come on. I think before I would kinda do things to better the relationship and then test to see where we were. Always looking to do just enough to find out where the fixing point was. Now I'll just continually better the relationship and not worry about it. This is my new strategy in my R and in my business.
Don't know if this makes sense but it makes sense to me.
