Keep hanging in there. The fact that you are in counciling has significance itself. I felt that in you last post you were a little down and rightfully so. You da man and you gotta keep be'n da man. (Don't you get sick of hearing that kind of stuff after a while? I know I do.) Just know that we all have a goal here and if we don't keep giving it our all, then we will be left with the old 'what if I had done this' situation. Gotta keep doing everthing you can and I know you are.
