Today is our anniversary but we aren't really celebrating it until June 10 which is our first open, weekend day to do something alone. H will interpret that literally and I probably won't get any kind of remembrance today. Tonight we will eat leftovers, go to a community assoc. meeting, a meeting for incoming freshmen at the high school and fall, exhausted into bed like we do every night. I'm ok about that. It just happens to be how things shook out.

I gave H a nice annivesary card this am. Not too sappy just a couple of simple statements and an I love you. I had a tough time this year because I didn't want to buy cards that expressed the wrong sentiments or things that weren't true about us. Some of the cards were a little too "You are my everything, my reason for being etc..." (we have very full lives and this just sounded silly) or then there were the "You are always so loving, supportive, perfect in every way" cards and I couldn't do that because he knows that I feel his distance and don't always think that. So...it was a challenge and the card said something like "I love the memories of our yesterdays, the joy of our todays and look forward to our tommorrows."

My proofs will probably be ready today. I'm looking forward to seeing how the photos came out. I will have the photos in time for our date June 10. I'll let you all know how they are.

Karen