Thank you so much John. I'm trying to hold steady and not ask anything. He will visit tonight and I just feel so fragile. It's been 4 months, when he's there, it's my only time to get things done for myself but then also the only time I have to interact with him. I just want to know where things are going?? I don't know whether to detach and leave him to play with our son alone or to spend "happy" time with him. I try to balance it.
In your story, did you leave?? Who wanted out or was unhappy?
I try to keep a positive attitude but working part time and taking care of our son alone is tiring and lonely.
