H has never been one to respond to the schedule. It isn't "spontaneous" etc... I have given all the requisite arguments and seen not one flicker of interest. There is always this "pie in the sky" type response that somehow banks on things over the next hill being "better." Well, I KNOW his plan will fail but I figure just go with it but while I'm busy getting all this rest and sleep I want H to be cognizant of the fact that I am still left wanting sex.
Chrissy,
What do I hope to achieve? Awareness. Not the kind of awareness he currently has. What he currently thinks is that I have the equivalent of a sexual tic that I cannot control and he just happens to be the object of it because he is there. For now, I have agreed to the Great Sleep Experiment 2006 and I shall stick to it but I don't think I can do so "quietly" but since actions speak louder than words.... Additionally Chrissy it may spike his desire and maybe it is time he lives with some desire without me jumping to fill his need (not to say I will turn down the opportunity if it arises because we all know I won't).
