Okay, well yesterday my H came home from work, didnt say anything to any body just went upstairs. a couple hours later my d went upstairs to find him, and found him in our closet. Okay this totally freaked me out. well he came down and said, I was laying on the bed but it was so bright in our room I just wanted to be in darkness (we have big windows and 1/2 rounds that arent covered) so he decided to lay down in our closet and listen to music in the dark to get out of his head for a while. He appologized for being so mean to me earlier and that he was just under so much pressure and stress and confusion. He is really taking it hard about his friend that got walked off the job. He just cant believe what the guy was doing, and is just wondering if all his friends are crap (thinking of his closest friend that I was in the EA with)or if he just attracts no good people etc. he feels like everyone around him is going to do him wrong.
now I am feeling bad, like here he is all stressed out and I am upset with for jumping all over me. I feel confused, I mean what kind of W plans to leave like this.
