its nice to hear from you. I saw your post on Svolts thread. I was going to post but I just didnt have any thoughts LOL thats new!
Yeah I have been feeling burnt out. Yesterday I drove myself insane with worries of things that havent even transpired YET. That is such an utter waste of my time but some days I get sucked into it and let the undertow take me down. I just have felt lately with my own confusion and somewhat drownding in quick sand feeling I havent had much to offer others. then last night, I was reading emails has they were comming in and just not responding feeling not quite myself. When one was from a friend in need of advice. She was stuggling with pain of something that happend a couple years ago and its affecting her health and life... what were my thoughts as to what she should do she asked...
wow, suddenly a flow of all I have learned and stuggled through myself on forgiveness and resentment just came pouring in and I got to writing. we had a 2 hour session that resulted in me feeling like "I am back" AND being able to help her. Then she even said the ultimate "Dear Suzanne, I really can see you being a counsellor. You have a lot of insights and know how to apply them very well. It's time that I move on and start healing this part of me. It's No doubt due to stress and mulling these hurts over and over again I've only made things worse. I love you very much!"
I helped her and myself! It always seems to work that way, when I give to others and help them, I end up receiving so much.
today I was tempted to come in here and post how great I was actually feeling today. But decided to spend that energy around the house getting some extra things done.
I wanted to go over and post to Argus and Rayanne... I was afraid this feel good moment was temporary and kinda felt like I was hanging by a thread and didnt want to chance falling back, so I avoided being on line today.
One thing I realized is, I didnt turn to what I know centers me when I am feeling this way, I just allowed myself to feel weak and down. so tonight I am taking some time to read some inspirational words.
thanks for thinking of me! It feels good to hear that.
