I just wanted to say that your posts are wonderful.
I had no clue as to how hard this piecing stuff would be.

Talk about patience!!!

Both of us are still so guarded, sometimes I feel like it is a Mexican standoff...which one is going to shoot first.

Perhaps this is where trust comes in again and needs to be rebuilt.

Having spent the past year rebuilding our friendship and now making final plans live together again, and restore our family makes me happy and also scares the crap out of me too.

But I guess life is too short not to take a risk.

My WAH is also my preference, it is what I choose. I don't want someone else in my life. Most of the people I know think I have finally lost it, and can not understand why I would be willing to try again after all that has happened.

But I have finally learned that I need to do what makes me happy and not listen to the well meaning negative people around me.

Anyway, I just wanted to say that it is wonderful to see how much progress you are making.

By the way, our family also had one of the best vacations ever, just before the bomb dropped in Old Orchard Beach, Maine.


There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.