It's a new morning, a new day. I shot my wedding and managed to put this out of my mind. It went well.
When I got home, I admit I was probably a little pissy but that was as much because I had just worked 17 hours as anything. W noticed I was in a mood and called me on it. Surprisingly, I did not have the urge to talk to her. Like you all said, I will know when the time is right. I have known every other time and been right for the most part.
I just took a shower and then I was able to be my normal self again. I WILL be able to do that until the time comes to have this talk. I know it will probably come sooner than later but I will not rush it.
I am feeling 100% better than I was and I owe a lot of that to you all. It's not often I need talking down from the ledge anymore but when I do, I know I can count on you to do it. Thanks again.
Today I have a meeting in the morning and then I am taking the boys to Disney. W is going to get some things done around the house (hope she's getting THINGS done around the house) that she wasn't able to do when the boys were around yesterday.
I am going to be fine. I think I now know that indeed I had already known this to be the truth. I knew, forgave and other than now thinking I need an admission from here, nothing has changed. I will continue to DB and we'll see what happens. I will post when I can.
