P.S. BTW, don't you feel some relief related to this as well? Finally, it is out. Finally, you know you aren't imagining things. Finally, you have a piece of the puzzle that explains so many recent happenings. Finally, you can see that you really can't control all of this and everything does NOT turn on what you say or do. You cannot be the perfect H and DBer and fix things alone, it is not and cannot all be on you...


Best,
Oldtimer