IS MY MARRIAGE WORTH SAVING???

[hurtingagain]

I've tried to keep busy today. Cleaning 2 of the rooms H moved furniture out of. Boy, was there some dirt lurking under everything. I do feel a sense of accomplishment.

I visited a gym yesterday to look at membership. It's rained her for 7-8 days in a row and been dreary. So haven't walked like I normally do 3 times a week.

I did ride my recumbant bike (indoors) for a hr and do some dumbells exercises. Want to get a yoga or pilates dvd to do at home. Not sure if I can afford a gym membership right now until I know my finacial info more. Any suggestions for a good dvd?

I'm having a week moment now that it's 5. I want my H and did call him for some stuff he needs to do and left a VM. I hate missing him, but what else can I do after 24 yrs with the man. The sun peeked thru and we'd do walks after he got home. My D16 isn't home and rarely is now-a-days, making for lonely evenings and weekends. I did rent a dvd to watch tonight.