IS MY MARRIAGE WORTH SAVING???

[hurtingagain]

I sobbed all the way home uncontrolably. The pain was so present, was able to get myself together as I got home to the empty house.

Since H took our bedroom set, I slept on the couch. Poured myself a margarita and ate some nut mix, guess I"ll say binged out. Finally tried to sleep around 2 am and woke up hearing D16 came home. Guess an electrician showed up to work at his house, so she came home to shower.

So starts this unwelcome saga called MY LIFE.

I thought thru what I've learned. I'm going to try to ACT AS IF, D16 will be at my house more. I've got to stop feeling that her and her dad conspire against me as they have in the past, though I DO have reason to feel this way. I need to be dependable, upbeat and there for HER.