IS MY MARRIAGE WORTH SAVING???

[hurtingagain]

H brought D home Sunday afternoon. She seemed calm down, but I always am suspicious what they plan together and feel on the outside. SHe may end up living with him and I
may have to accept that.

D got sick Monday night, so took her to Dr Tues. morning. Has a bad sore throat and been in bed 2 days, so no drama. I needed the break.

Talked to H on phone extensively MOnday. He's moving into his house this weekend. Wanted to know what stuff he can have. So I guess he or someone will be over to get it. That will be hard. I haven't seen him other than briefly for about 3 weeks.

I'm still mad as H*ll about him offering D a percentage of what H makes if he sells the house he's moving into. He's always using money or things to pull her to him. I work part-time, so I don't have the means he will. Though I am hoping to be full time by fall. My dept sounds like it'll have 5 openings by then.

I still don't feel like filing for D. I've been praying that I will know when it's time.

Last night I went out with a couple gals from work and met 2 of their friends. It was a fun. All these gals had long
time marriages that ended within the last 2 years to recent.