Still working on detaching. H called yesterday, I let him leave msg and have not returned call. I have resisted checking his cell phone records, though it keeps crossing my mind.
A new session of Divorce Care started last night. It was a good first session with some new members. I'm looking forward to this class weekly and the support. I'm looking to start particpating in the singles group at church, too. My friends are mostly married so hoping to meet some new friends that are single.
Since I work part-time, I have lots of time on my hands with H gone. I hope to go full time soon.
I also wrote a letter to H in my journal that I don't intend to give him saying good bye. I need to focus on ME and GAL, reconnect with GOD again. I know lots of feelings are healing are in my future.
God Bless you all....
hurting again
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