honey, i just caught up on your posts and my heart aches for your pain.
AmyC has some good advice, and we all care so much for you. Have no wise words as I must get in bed for an early day but wanted to pop in and give you a cyberhug. I will pray for you tonight for peace and comfort in the storm.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3