This morning, found 2 charges on the bank account. One for a restaurant, and had to be more than 1 person, and a hotel charge.
This is it. H has said so many times that he wants to be single, and I think this is it. I think he is ready to tell me that he wants a D.
Also, I cannot keep doing this. He said he was through, and now he's back at it again. I can't keep up with this.
I feel like the floor has fallen out from under me today.
For some bizarre reason, I still want him. I think it's just shock and habit.
I have lost all hope that he wants this. I think he is so angry right now and so wanting to be single.
I am so confused, things seemed to come around for a little bit....
He hates me so badly. I don't think he'll ever change his opinion of me.
I don't know what to do.
PLEASE HELP---ANYONE. For the first time in all of this, I feel that I am hanging by a thread and all hope is lost, and I am done. I feel like this is over.
