Day 16--no contact. Really, it's not that bad. Though, this morning, I woke up feeling very sad, hopeless, and facing my pain and letting it flow through me. Not a good day for it, as I have a lot at work today, but it has to come out. I think it's also a very hormonal time of month. Not much else to report by just a lot of thinking, reflecting and getting emotions out.
On days like this, it's hard to pick myself up and hold my heart high....it seems like a road that will never lead to somewhere happy. Funny, I don't see the bright side, but I can't seem to stop myself from trying. I guess it's a way that H feels as well.
