always14, I read your posts and it's like you are writing what I feel, I need so much strenght right now, maybe it's mostly the PMS but i'm feeling so emotional now it's unbelievable. I also have this hidden fear that one day he'll just say "you know, this isnt' just working, I tried but I don't feel anything", that is waiting until I help him pay the huge debt he got into when we was away. I also dont' see any results to my self-improvements or nurturing.
and tomorrow is another day...
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
