Thanks for the update. You seem to be doing very well. I believe it is important to be self-aware and to reign in your anger sometimes. Be compassionate towards your H, remember he doesn't have the luxury of this board - he is just winging it on his own. Emotionally you are both in a very fragile state right now, unsure and scared. That's allright. You are feeling emotions that you have put aside while fighting for your marriage. When you feel the anger and the resentment, take a deep breath and remember how far you have come. Continue to be patient, things will improve over time.