Always, thank you so much for your quick response. I WILL email you. I should have done it today, didn't know H wasn't goning to come home.

I am just ready to call it quits. My biggest obstactle right now is finances. But I know that if push came to shove, I could figure something out. It's hard now, I have 3 young children who are almost out of school for the summer, how can I get a job?

I am feeling rather low right now, H is acting like an absolute ass. Totally irresponsible. Whatever....I do not count on him...for anything. Really, he is ruining it for himself, because the more he acts like this, the more I don't want him. He is acting so childish and selfish...does he even consider our children, I think not. Who tucks them in every nigh, not him.... So since I do everything anyway, the only reason I need H is for $, which I can get even if we are no longer married...