I really shouldn't respond to anybody right now. I am really pissed off. We had a communion party to go to today, H said he really didn't want to go. That's fine, its my side of the family anyway. I told him I was going to take the kids. He called from work at 12:30 and said he was going to stop and get something to eat, I said we are not leaving until 3:00 so why not come home and eat lunch with us. He called back and said he was just going to stop and get something.
The kids and I went to the communion and are allready back for a couple of hours and H is still not home. This is crapj!!! If this is going to start all over again, I WILL NOT put up with it again. I also noticed that he withdrew $100 yesterday, I am hoping that it is for a mother's day gift, but I really doubt it. I think him and the OW are back at it again.
I know the advice I give differs from what I am doing but I will not start this again, I will not sit here every night wondering where he is, who he is with and when or if he is coming home. The next time I see him, I am going to tell him as much.
While at the party today I saw a friend who lost his wife to cancer 2 years ago. He has 3 children and is having a terrible time. While he admits that his marriage was not great he would never wish his life on anyone. I wish my H was there to hear him.
In the same token, I understand completely what he was saying but as hard as it might be I have tons of family that love me and would support any decision that I would make. I feel like a hypocrite, RB, cause I told you not to give up, yet here I am doing exactly that. But how much of this are we supposed to take???
