A14 - you're dreaming up a ficticious world. Think about reality of D, read some of the people that are in the middle of it, how ugly it is, the dating scene, waking up with pillow hair and morning mouth and there is a new head on the pillow next to you.... Did I shake you out of fairytale lala land?
Mamabear - where's your thread? We all want love, to love and be loved. How long do you do this? only you know that answer. Why is he still there with you? probably no one knows that answer, not you, not even him. But he is still there, that's positive. Can you agree?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.