Hi Always, I don't have much to add other than I am beginning to agree with you. I want that infatuation feeling too. I have it for my H, but he definitely doesn't have it for me. I NEED someone, anyone at this point, to have that feeling for me. I guess it is my ego talking but I feel so stupid. Like why I am trying to save something that clearly is over, as far as my H is concerned. I know alot of this is PMS talking, I seem to get this way at least once a month, but I can't take much more of this. I hugged him before he went to bed tonight and he rolled his eyes like "oh jeez, what is she doing now". Sometimes I think I'm just selfish and thinking of myself only but come on, why the heck is he still here if he wants nothing to do with me?
I went on to Newmans website: fortysixty.org, it deals with MLC, so if I understand it correctly I am the first one he trys to get away from and the last one, even after pets, that he tries to reconcile with.
My question is, how long do I do this? If we continue in a platonic R whose to say this won't repeat itself in the future; i.e. another A.
Sorry for rambling and the hijack. Had a few beers and no one is responding to my thread...
