Balto... I don't think it's just the wellbutrin. I have made a concerted effort to get my libido going again by doing the things I mentioned befoe: reading, taking baths, music, scents, etc. But...there is a definite biologic effect with the wellbutrin ( which I talked about before, sorry if this is TMI). On my own, my orgasmic contractions feel flittery or " watered down"...on the wellbutrin it feels much more intense. I then make a game of trying to see ( through mb) how the contractions feel and count them ( Lil, I remember you did something like this on your own). And Lil, I am not sure why I need to excuse my use of the medicine...maybe I feel it's like using a drug to get a high....not a legitimate use.
Anyhow... That post by NotAtlDave was very...differentiated. I know this is going to sound so fused, but I am certain my H's LD-ness all of a sudden is because he notes a change with me. On Saturday we went to a wedding...the music was quite danceable and I was having a fun time. I noticed H was dragging and getting sort of detached...pretty hard not to attribute it to my sexy-ish mood. But being HD does have its benefits...I began to have this fantasy of wandering off to another room in the temple where there was a lonely, down man who admired how I looked...his wife was not paying attention to him and he kindly but firmly led me to a remote area where we.... oh well, the wellbutrin is working too well I guess.
