I am feeling a little better today...I am accepting that my H isn't able to give me the warmth and empathy in the way that resonates with me. He told me this AM he wants to buy one of those outdoor fire pits for the backyard...his way of bringing warmth. He tends to focus a lot on the house. I said it would be fun to roast marshmallows with the kids and it would be a cozy thing.

I am feeling LD...I suppose because I feel he doesn't get the depth of me. But it's not " all about me" so I will pick up the pieces and get myself together.