This is why I wonder why I'm bothering with anything. This morning I wake up to hear 'him' talking about how he went to.....drum roll, please, graduation services yesterday morning. What do you do with bald-faced lies? I'm sitting here with a broken truck and he's lying to my face. And he wonders why I don't believe him? I want to tell him I know, but what good does it do?

I read this in another thread, and it's something I've wondered for a while. How does my "acceptance" for lack of a better word, affect our chances? The other poster put it like this "may wonder why I'm still willing to work through things when knowing so much (and think less of me because of it, hurting our chances)".

I'm venting here.... I *KNOW* it's none of my business; all the things I should / shouldn't be doing...but it still stings. At least he didn't say "girlfriend". Rather chose the words close, personal friend. Interesting.