Ah, I didn't know all that other history. Things make more sense now. He doesn't act like a man who has been in a solid, monogomous, long-term R for a decade... But, he really hasn't been, with the breakups and the two As...
You sound good, BTW.
Now, if he does get of the fence and recommit, be ready for an avalanche of resentment and anger on your part. You've been sending them both to the side for a long time, along with your own needs. Michelle talks about this when she discusses what to expect during reconcilliation.
Anyway, it is perfectly normal to feel more anger and impatience as you get closer to reconcilliation. After all, no one wants to suppress their important emotions and needs forever.
