So, I've been trying to detach and detach and detach some more. On some levels, not being in so much contact with SO has made it a lot easier. Or maybe I should say - *allowing myself to be in contact with SO when I want to be* makes it easier. Then again, he continues to baffle me. However, I am much less concerned with it these days.
He did send an email today that said "he wasn't moving on." And "I have wanted you more in the past few months both sexually and other reasons, but am stuck dammit, you just dont get it". Whatever the hell that means. As usual, everything in life is subject to interpretation, I suppose. I did ask if he could explain what he meant by "stuck", but so far he hasn't.
I've been trying to stay busy...mostly outside, doing things in the yard. Hence my lack of time here .
This weekend the girls are going to his mothers Saturday/Sunday...yeah!! NM's going out! LOL No idea where I'm going or with whom...but, I'm sure I can find something!!
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