Thanks All.

I guess I am trying to control the outcome. I'm not happy with the way things are, and I'm ready for whatever the outcome may be. It may not come across that way here, but yes, I am.

So's mother is supposed to be coming over this afternoon. I'm going to talk with her about setting up a schedule for her to watch the kids for me. I'm also gonna to get out for a bit tonight. Will only have an hour or two while she's here, I'll probably just end up running some errands, heading to the greenhouse for some more flowers/plants and to the library! Recommendations anyone?