It's not so much my being worried about putting a negative spin on the wants/needs talk - I more concerned that it's not the "right" time yet.
I've always been backwards, so I don't think of it so much as a doom & gloom thing - more so the timing of things and whether or not he's open to that kind of discussion. I mean, I really have no idea where "we" are at...all the mixed signals and all that he sends my way. I mean, I don't want to start talking about "our" future together if he's still with OW...know what I mean?
It may very well come to that....The more I think about it, it probably will. I need to state what I want. He can decide if he's willing to give it or not.
So, I guess that's the next thing I have to work on....yeah, yeah - after I visit Margarita-ville!!!
