goodguy59, Thanks, it feels good to hear that someone out there can relate and that something good can come out of my mess. I don't know if I will ever understand why or how we end up with these unbalanced sexual desires and why it's so difficult to make someone understand how we feel. I just hope things change for me soon because I'm just feeling more and more discouraged about this situation. I guess I just need to really trust God and pray harder and more often. Thanks again for your words.
