Yea I know eventually I have to get away from OM but right now I'm working on it. I am finding that I can be friendly with OM and resist him, though it is hard I will admit that cause I feel really lonely. But I find that I can have self control as long as I cling to God and I feel that one day this will not be a problem and there is a girl at work who knows my whole story and helps me to stay accountable to myself. I have asked her to let me know if she sees/thinks anything is inappropriate and she has. I also have a Christian friend to whom I have confessed everything to also, she also calls all the time and is pushing me on looking for another job. so I am trying but right now I'm just exhausted and trying to get myself together. I know that even though I think I could be friends with OM, it wouldn't be wise because the attraction was strong and the memories aren't bad ones(though I wish it wouldn't have happened). I will look for that book you recommended after i finish reading the others. Thanks for your advice/input.
