aarrggh puter is screwing up big time i burned out the power supply but lucky for me byron was able to get it replaced
today is payday so I'm guessing the attitude i got from him this morning is due to him wanting to have fun for the holiday but rent & bills are going to put a damper on that for the weekend i asked him to stop by at 10am this morning but he didn't show up he didn't even bother to swing by the cigs & rent check & cash on his way into work either
my puter screwed up a 3.5 disk which i was trying to pull some digital pics from now it's not reading any 3.5 disks so i'm unable to update my blog with a bit of fussing at both daughter & byron some progress was made most of the fussing was due to daughter being smartmouthed & I didn't say much
the girls giggled a bit 'cause even not being dressed up "girlie girl" who hasn't seen me in a few months said that i looked differnat & definately sexy daughter said yeah now she's not wearing glasses she does look great ever since she's gotten the lasik surgery she's looking great
byron was heading out the door but turned around so i'm not sure if he heard them if he did he's not said anything about it
but let me get this finished up before the puter freezes up on me again
Quote: MMH,
Thanks for updating. Wow, Prodigal can park a ship -- I can't even imagine parking a truck! That must be a huge responsibility. I'm glad he'll be back to visit soon. I'm so looking forward to my babyboy's return yeah kinda scarey to think about parking something thats biger than the 3 family house I live in the funny part that he & i joke about is the fact that Prodigal can park the ship as big as it is & he doesn't have a drivers license for a car!
That was very interesting about your H being there for part of the prayer meeting! I wonder what he was thinking? Just sit back quietly and let these things unfold. i got so self-concious after seeing him sitting there i'm also wondering what was going thru his mind at the time it was kinda nice to see him looking interested rather than angry thou guess God answered a question for me thou byron made love to me 2 times last week & stayed the nite once! so althou byron's not actting like he's coming home, God's working on him
neither byron or the kids have given their lives to Jesus as of yet but the kids at least haven't ruled it out for the future unfortunately they've got that idea of i'll do it later but daughter is bringing g-son to church this sunday & she does remeber the preacher who we had gone to before getting married to bryon she said that she's interested in attending services a bit more often since she liked his teaching style which is backed up in the bible she says that sunday she's going to be sure to attend since this service is both communion as well as the annointing service for students including college & even us who are taking online courses
The United Front course sounds interesting too. I highly reccomend this FREE Course to everyone whose spouse has committed adultery
I'm so glad to see you out there doing things for yourself -- what great changes there have been in your life! i've gotten so much better at looking past the mess byron's stuck me with setting boundaries has been the hardest lesson for daughter
still difficult to deal with is paydays when byron's on his selfish mode i'm praying that today isn't going to be that way but unfortunaity it does appear to shaping out that way
