neglect here isn't all bad just been busy adjusting to my new "view" on life total reverse of how i was seeing before gotten a few prs of dollarstore reading glasses so i can read books & emails
i'm comfortable in LimboLand but this summer I am looking for smethings to keep me busy outside the house
Daughter & byron both are doing their rebellion thing I'm doing great at just simply ignoring the temper tantrums & lies
I'm a bit upset right now that I just found out that Byron was suppose to get eye surgery today but back in may & june when I asked him about his eye doc visits he was like all is ok
i called over & spoke to mary when i called the job & chandra said he'd not gone into work today mary was the one who told me he was suppose to get the surgery to remove some sarcoid scar tissue from one of his eyes I'm assuming one eye otherwise I don't think they'd give the ok for him to drive himself home he may have gotten someone to go with him up there but mary didn't mention it all she said was that they'd gone up but couldn't find the section of the hospital he was suppose to be at
makes me think that she took it upon herself to go & byron didn't know that she & jim were going up otherwise they'd have taken one car together
byron didn't get the surgery done for some reason mary says that the machine was broken that for some reason just doesn't sound right to me if it was broken he'd not have had to go up there the doc's office would have called him & rescheduled so i'm wondering if he was told no he can't have it done if he didn't have someone to drive him home
i do know that his regular eye doc who had byron for many years until he said byron couldn't come back til he paid his bill & paid in advance for his appointments since byron kept missing them in 04 & 05 anyway doc h always made sure that i was going to be with byron to drive him home afterwards I do hope that was the case for byron today
anyway miss mary is still in huge denial about what byron's up to yeah right he's home all the time now yeah right he's not drinking how quickly & selective her memory is when it comes to him
o well byron won't be happy until he's blind or seriously sick in the hospital i guess the sarcoidosis is activated for him by his drinking this isn't the case for all people with sarcoid but true for some for byron the factor which changed for his sarcoid being in remission & when it is active is the drinking
on the positive things going on for me i'm starting a fun job as a secret shopper doesn't really pay much but it does get me out of the house & actting like I'm shopping for some big ticket items that.... maybe one of these days I'll get to have in my house on the hill with the white picket fence ok i can dream can't i?
Quote: MMH,
That's great news about the lasik. I'm glad you're recovering well. Have a great 4th. My 4th was fun I hope that you enjoyed your weekend too I'm doing well in my recovery really enjoying having fun shopping for cute SunGlasses at the DollarStores
