i'm in a great mood got to chat with Prodigal Son for a hot minute on yahoo msgr
byron's been an a$$ all week long i had to call & speak to his step dad for byron to bring me some cash byron dropped off the rent check on thrusday nite last week & quickly left
when he didn't show up friday morning with cash & cigs i knew that byron wasn't planning to give me any cash or cigs i spoke to him for a few minutes at work & his excuse for not showing up (normally paydays he drops off carton of cigs & cash on his way into work) byron claimed that he'd woken up late & wasn't able to stop by on his way in
when he didn't show up friday nite i had daughter stop by his mom's before coming over here sure enough at 10:30p byron's car wasn't there so he was out drinking with the moochers
since i'd been feeling lead to go over to mary & jim's to make sure i got the cash i simply put in a quick call & mary picked up i told her quickly the fact that byron hadn't given me any money & she offered to have him call me when he got home
i told her he wasn't at work & that it's not fair that byron gets to go out drinking & i've got to deal with the drunken son of the landlord
saturday morning last week i left a meesage on the voicemail basically an extension of the message of what i'd already told mary friday nite
i called comcast around 10:45am when byron should've been at work the guy who i spoke with was expecting byron to come in "byron's not gotten in YET" later around 6p I called an hr befor ebyron would normally be leaving work & Chandra said "Byron didn't come into work today" ok so from those 2 coversations i knew byron had called out
sunday afternoon i called the house & jim picked up & he called up to byron & gave him the phone
I apologized to jim for even calling the house but byron didn't go into work sat nor did he bring me any money & i have no gas no money for cigs or even for food
jim's tone of voice to byron i don't think he was happy about the reason for my call in fact i suspect that jim spoke to byron afterwards or possibly prior since i had left the message sat morning
byron was an a$$ as soon as he got on the phone trying to act like all was ok like he was confused as to why i was calling him althou slightly angry in tone as well
i told byron that i didn't appreciate that i had to call the house for him i wanted to know a time that he was going to be coming over byron admitted he wasn't doing anything but laying in bed watching tv
but Mr Wants to Control My Life refused to answer the question as to time
byron chit chatted with g-son for a few minutes when g-son handed me the phone back i asked byron about his being out from work he got very pissed off - i said i was just asking 'cause i was wondering if u were sick
speaking of which what did doc say monday is everything ok? at that point he was angry & said he's hanging up now
so i said ok i was just wondering if everything was ok "yes" very angrily the lung tests came back ok? "yes everything is fine" still angry ok what time will you be bringing the cigs & money by? "i don't know" well i was just wondering if you could make it sooner than later since it's a nice day g-son & i could get to go out to the park or something we didn't get to go to the hot air balloon show yesterday 'cause i didn't have any gas
when byron finally came with the cigs & cash he came in & out in less than 5 minutes the only reason he came inside was due to g-son i think i did ask him about moving the rug's position so i could vacuum it & that set byron off on a mini temper tantrum huffing out the door aahh the ugly side of mlc raising it's head
well byron went out monday nite after he left my house so i was kinda surprised to get the pissy attitude from him tuesday then he almost bit my head off wednesday nite when i asked about the laundry
what ever is bugging his butt - well i'm not trying to add to it since byron's got to deal with his own guilt issues & drinking (hangovers?) so i just kept the convo's short & to the point
i've sent an email after daughter caught him out on the 26th of may that my anger over his blowing me off was way over & in the past
his slight anger issues before payday i had emailed to him that i don't know what he's angry about but i know it's nothing i did so i didn't appreciate that he was taking his anger out on me
i've started simply praying about the whole sitch in a new way
been dark as far calling or emailing byron only sent an email asking if he's coming to g-son's "Graduation Ceremony" only 'cause they're trying to do a head count
daughter & i have had some head banging going on between us she's still fighting the boundaries which I've been putting in place but slowly she's getting the message
in the meantime she's starting to learn how to do things for herself she's trying to buy a car to replace the one she's driving now
1st lesson that it's way cheaper as a new driver with a clean driving record than to add her car onto our insurance with byron's dwi ticket & license suspension
now for me made a few decisions about how i'm going to spend this summer 1st if possible i'm going to some road trips to see a few online friends & family now the wagon's fixed time for me to get out & about
2nd i'm considering lasik surgery since the insurance covers a portion the one doc i've spoken to so far is very pleased with my eyes for surgery his office offers finacing so i'm debating
anyone had Lasik surgery? if so please give me some info how it went etc
3rd 6 Flags here we come! g-son & I will be going there a couple of times this summer
4th Late Friday Nites or early Saturday Mornings are PPV Movie Nite for g-son & me
5th I'm going to get more christian fiction to enjoy reading just finished the 1st 3 books by Joel Rosenberg which I wish they'd make into movies he's a great writer & his next book the Copper Scrolls comes out in august The Last Jihad, The Last Days & the Ezkiel Option have been so exciting & seemingly so true to life i'm really looking forward to his next one
well it's 3:15am so let me get to bed & finsih watching HoodWinked aahhh life is always interesting in LimboLand not always fun but definately interesting if not down right Soap Opera-ish
aahh the ugly side of mlc raising it's head 
