ok there is way too much to try to go into all of the crazy stuff that I've been thru this month
basically when byron's been actting ok thats when daughter decides to act super stupid & give me a hard time that I don't need, want or plan to continue dealing with much sooner
as supportive of daughter going to lpn school as i've been trying to be i'm tired of her attitudes & i'm not in the position that i can afford to lend her money & her not repay it , nor can I continue to keep g-son pretty much 24/7 without some sort of payment for my time & reimbursement for the costs of including g-son in what i'm doing
i guess i'm just getting tired of everything right now i mean limboland is ok in the sense that so long as byron contiues to pay the rent & utilities & i get some spending money i'm ok - not happy about the set up but ok enough to wait him up while he goes thru his mlc, i'm just getting tired of byron trying to tighten the reins on me by tightening the purse strings & not correcting the checking account
i'm thinking it's time for my relationship with both my daughter & my husband to change i guess it's time for me to have my own mlc & run away from both of them
i went to try to see bishop td jakes last nite & during the whole crazy day, all i kept thinking about is just how much i just wanted to get away - i mean g-son was trying as best as he could to be good but walking around a strange city isn't as fun to a 5&1/2 yr old as it is to an adult & it took us a bit of a while to find the kid park with playscape but it was at the end of the day so we didn't get to spend much time there
i want time to play & to do things & the money to be able to do those type of things as well
well i just realised that i'm late leaving to meet byron at walmart i posted the pics of the fun times while g-son & i were exploring yesterday
