Thank you all for your words of encouragement and prayer. I have been looking into Legal Separation but I guess am not fast enough as the OW had the baby last night. My H called at 11PM last night and told me. There were complications and the baby is at another hospital due to liquid in its lungs from the c-section. My H is going between two hospitals today.
My H was supposed to come home this weekend but don't anticipate this happening and don't know what the kids will think as he may not be coming home for several weekends to come. I don't feel it's up to me to tell them and feel kind of stuck. As Bowtech said I know I will need to yield my will to God. As Jesus said "Not my will, but thine be done." I know God has a plan for me I just need to keep listening.
However, if anyone has any ideas I'm all ears. You guys have been great.
