Well, I pretty much have given my sitch over to a higher source at this point. I pretty much laid it out to my W that the only way I can feel comfortable enough to continue on is if I know that OM is out of our lives and that she will committ to doing whatever it takes to get her self better. As to item one, I told her that I felt it was necesary for her to tell OM the things she had told me in a phone conversation that I could overhear. This pretty much became her line in the sand and she refused. So now that I've laid that out there, I'm pretty much stuck to that position. The truth is, I don't want to accept less and I don't feel that I should. Unfortunately for her, she doesn't see it this, but will offer no compromise in return. In other words, my course is clear. She is not out of the fog, despite wanting me to believe that she is. I've pretty much reached my limit here. She has said a million things about wanting this, wanting our life, but apparently she doesn't want to take steps necessary to show that. In my book, the actions speak louder than words and, well, I see no action.
So that's where things stand now. Not a good update, but an update nonetheless.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
